*peek-a-boo*

every moment counts.


ASK ME :)  

San E (feat. Bee of Rphabet) – I Wish You Are Unhappy

I’m too sad cry, too sad to sing a love song
so I’m gonna rap for this one – funk it
It’s not cute anymore – your lies disgust me
Don’t shiver, don’t talk to me, don’t hold my hand, go away
You make the same mistake, and you can’t look into my eyes
And you’re probably going to say it’s the last time again

“It’s my mistake, I’m sorry, I’ll be good from now on”
No, I’m sorrier because I’m not going to continue this
Is this the love that you were talking about?
Are you proud that you’re crying? Are you even human?

Yes, I loved you but I hate you now
Now I don’t care about what happens to you
Are you saying that you love me right now? How dare you
You say that I’m your everything but you’re not for me

Don’t misunderstand – I can be better off without you
I’m repeating myself but I can live only if I don’t have you
Memories? Give those things to the dogs – piss off before I start swearing
Please disappear from my life

* I wish you are unhappy
Because I don’t have to be happy or in love
I pray that you will regret all your life
I wish you are unhappy

** I’m sorry so so so sorry that I couldn’t be a gentleman and swore
I guess this is all I am since I’m such a loser
I’m sorry so so so sorry that I’m not nice enough to wish you happiness
But what to do? If I don’t, this is so unfair

So lovely so lovely you once were but now you’re ugly so ugly ugly
So lovely so lovely you once were but now you’re ugly- the problem is

You think that I’ll become weak at our past memories
But what to do? This time, it’s not that bad
Maybe we were just pretending to be in love
Maybe this strong unbreakable thing was attachment and not love

Why are yo upset, I don’t understand, it’s too hard
My mouth is dirty – stop crying – stop pretending to cry, it’s gross
Get your act together – this isn’t love but a restriction
Stop pretending to be nice, to be weak but just tie up your hands
Don’t make excuses, just zip your mouth -
Even if you say you will die if we break up, I don’t care
You liar I’m sick and tired – now take off that mask of pretending to be pitiful and now good bye yo

Are you listening to this song? It’s about you
I don’t pray for you but I curse you – I’ll never forgive – it’s revenge
I don’t have time to waste – don’t ever call me again
This is it my message is I’m done with you
Breaking up with you – the end

* repeat

** repeat

So lovely so lovely you once were but now you’re ugly so ugly ugly
So lovely so lovely you once were but now you’re ugly- the problem is-
We were never meant to be

RANDOM THOUGHTS

anyway, now is 2014. cant wait to see who is gonna come to Indonesia for concert. really want to watch some. hehehe

and.. another holiday trip plan with friends. hope it will be smooth along the way. :)

and……….. this year should be the year that i graduate (yes. again. twice for the same major. haha) from co-assistant thingy. hope it went well.

2014.. a lot of things will happen this year. may everything be a very great moment in every single second. cheers! <3

CN BLUE. BLUE MOON WORLD TOUR. JAKARTA 2013

blur photos. camera’s battery died in the middle of the concert. crowded.

yet, it’s still fun. see them in a really close angle. jumping around together with the crowd. can see that afterall, eventhough they are from korea, they still are a BAND. so the vibe is similar to western band concerts (plus a very handsome member of the band hahhaa)

great night!

special thanks to Novie Salsabila :)

2014

indeed, time flies~
been doing through hardship lately. trying to do well and survive.

pray and trying to keep living well this year too. not only this should pass but also make it meaningful.

happiness is something you earned. not something you wait for.

cheers to a great 2014!

INFINITE

ONE GREAT STEP TOUR 2013

one of the beautiful concert that i attend. i could see how talented and awesome they are. huahaha *biased*

nevertheless they tried to speak english the whole time. much appreciated. good job guys! :)

woohyun <3

BABA B1A4 JAKARTA 2013

woaaaaaa… cant believe of how close i can see them.

in spite of all the chaos that the audience made (worst) and the fact that i struggle to get to the venue by myself, i still feel grateful that i could be there. because of it, i like them even more. jinyoung oppa, marry me please! HUAHAHA  :))

MUSIC BANK JAKARTA 2013

2PM - SISTAR - SUPER JUNIOR - BEAST - TEEN TOP - SHINEE

another festival. another vibe. another moment.

'life without music would be boring' - unknown

JAPAN 2013

OSAKA - KYOTO - TOKYO

time to enter a wonderland, Japan. Lot of good people, good food, and good scenery. japan gave me so much things to see yet to remember. can’t wait to be back next time. arigatou gozaimasu!

p.s special thanks to my best, Sufia Permatasari :)

2AM - BREAK UP WELL

We did the right thing, right?
That we decided to stop seeing each other
We did the right thing, right?
Our love has gone cold, right?
Please tell me so
That you don’t have any lingering feelings
No crying
No blaming each other
No mentioning past memories
Promise me that our last will be at somewhere hectic and bright, with a lot of people around
Never say weak things like,“I loved you, I was happy, I will never be able to forget you”
Who doesn’t know that
At the end, we’re going to break up anyway
You’re never gonna change your mind
No worrying
We will be fine
You and I are stronger than what we think we are
We’re doing this potent breakup
We will both live well for each other to see, promise me
Never say weak things like,“I loved you, I was happy, I will never be able to forget you”
Who doesn’t know that
At the end, we’re going to break up anyway
You’re never gonna change your mind
I will never do,“I miss you so much, I can’t do this, I’m in front of your house”
At the end, we’re going to break up anyway
You’re never gonna change your mind
You’re never gonna change your mind

short trip. long journey.

friends. best.

Yogyakarta, Indonesia

Magelang, Indonesia

with <3

:))